Thoughts on Murder

Posted by Jacob Santos on September 14, 2008

I seriously starting to think that if I actually thought I could get away with murder, I would have laid down several persons long ago. The only force stopping me is my lack of intelligence to commit the deed and get away with it and my lack of skill at hurting anyone. I suppose both are pretty big, but I think if I had the intelligence and the skill that when the opportunity presented itself, I would have jumped on it.

I guess I more frighten by the point that I feel nothing about my lack of concern that I think the way I do. It wasn’t until recently that not many people think about hurting others, even abstractly and metaphorically. The people I think about hurting aren’t real, they are abstractions of actions I would like to take, if given the chance.

In the realms of fantasy, there are no police and no consequences. Therefore I’m given free reign to do whatever with no repercussions. In the real world, the police ask questions and I’m pretty sure that they’ll see through my lies fairly easily.

There are too many unknowns and unpredictable unplanned occurrences that can happen during the deed. The safest course of action is to do nothing. Acting in a fit of rage leaves you open to mistakes made easily in the heat of the moment. It is best to wait until calm, but then consequences start entering the equation.

The question you must be able to answer, “If I am caught, would it be worth it?” The answer has currently always been negative.

The problem with killing people you know, so that you’ll be on the short list of suspects that the police will question first. If you actually did do it, then you would have to maintain your composure to ensure that the lie is believed. The problem then is also the alibi and seems to be the hardest to deceive.

It is unwise to leave it to someone else to lie for you, because if they are found out, then everything is ruin. Then again, coming up with a plan that involves the person not knowing they are telling a lie for you is even more difficult. What works (or in most cases doesn’t work) for the movies, doesn’t work for real life. Screw-ups are common for screw-ups and relying on average to below average intelligence to get past mistakes is not reliable.

Killing someone you don’t know solves that problem, since well, you’re not going to be on the list of suspects unless someone sees you. If there are no witnesses, then it will be difficult for the police to pinpoint you as the suspect. The problem with this is the motivations to kill someone you don’t know. If you don’t know this person, then there is no reason to murder them. To kill for the sake of killing doesn’t make sense either.

If you can’t kill someone you know and don’t want to kill someone you don’t, then I guess the only alternative is someone who doesn’t exist and in the realm where you can’t be caught. Well, unless you want to be caught, but there wouldn’t be any consequences in that, since the fantasy would end.

Hmm, I suppose it is good that I’m rational enough to realize that I’m not smart enough to kill anyone, because then I’ll be screwed. I have too much to live for, too much to accomplish, and too much that I haven’t yet done to be put away for the rest of my life. It is too much of a risk and I don’t wish to spend 25 years of my life based on a idiotic whim or spur of the moment. Twenty-five years is far too long to sit around in regret and being ass raped. I’ll rather not be ass raped, if it can at all be helped.

Actually, not being ass raped motivates me to against doing a lot of things. I ask myself, “Will my ass be raped if I’m caught for doing this?” If the answer is, “Yes,” then I don’t do it.

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